Heya folks…

Do you enjoy your time when you’re alone?

Do you need a quite place just for yourself? or are you afraid of being alone?

if “you are afraid” don’t worry, you’re not alone the only one who feel this way.

for the past 2 years… i am still learning to be more appreciate my time and being alone.

Did i shut myself up from the outside world? at first, yepp i did.

i don’t want to have any deep connection with the world outside. That time, i felt my world just broke into pieces.

i don’t have any trust with anyone, because i am scared of being rejected by someone and/or i hurt someone else just because i can’t filled their expectations. it was so scary to face the world outside. i felt useless, like i have no meaningful life. the fear that i faced and i fed to myself, were not help me at all.

But now, i accept myself to be alone, being alone. to have a quality time with myself. but it doesn’t mean, i don’t want to socialize with the people around me. i still want to. Because i can’t deny, that i am still a social creature. at the end of the day, i am just a human. a small creature.

Eventho sometimes, i still find the struggle to face being alone. but i try to learn and accept it.

i try to give myself time being alone. because sometimes, it’s better to be alone than to be with someone who make you feel lonely.

And for you who still find it hard being alone. i hope you always have a good day and don’t forget to enjoy the life that God gives you.

bonne journee

-Dearmariana-