Heya folks…

How are you doing? Hope you are healthy especially with this coronavirus weather.

So i write this post in the evening time, with gloomy sky and a little bit pretty raining. I got this thought on my mind.

Btw, thanks Nike! I use your tagline as the title for this post. No ads. Seriously.

So my friends asked me these questions.

“Are you a Nike fanatic or what?”

“Why you have Nike stuff alot?”

Well… i can not say, i am a Nike junkie. But my friend not wrong at all. As i look back on my sport stuff e.g shoes, leggings, T-shirt. I had them alot than the “3 stripes”. But i love their product, depends on what i need it. Beside it, i love Nike’s tagline “Just do it” with a checklist logo.

Speaking of “Just do it”, my thought about it, in my experiences of my life journey. I most-of-the-time say to myself “Just do it” when the fella named “Doubt-Fear-Scare” comes to my brain. I push my self to fight that Fella by saying “Just do it”.

Because you never know, if you never try. So why not give a try, Just do it.

And it works for me. As i realized.

Soo in my case, i went solo travelling for the first time when i was 20’s. Literally alone. Me, Myself, and I. And i made it. Since back then, travelling by myself is not a big fearness for me, it is less.

On other case, i quit my “Settle” job, for become a freelancer. It is scary as heck. Holy cow!!

To be frank, being a freelancer is not that simple. I remember about this from the book “The 5 second rule” by Mel Robbins.

“If you see it is simple. It does not mean, it is easy”.

Yess folks, i struggle at first. The income that i got less than my settle job before (i said this, just in case if you worry about the amount). I was voluntering myself as Tutor for teaching english language for a non-profit community in the area that i stay now. Then, i try to apply as a part-time tutor, and magically… i got that job. By voluntering myself, i was practicing myself to sharing my knowledge for others.

Wait a minute… did i tell you about my previous job?

Alright, i forgot. I used to work as Senior finance and Personal assistant. Heck yeaaa folks…

I know, might be some people think about “She had settle job, great one. But she quit for a non-sense job.” Or “She might be crazy.”

Well.. well.. well..

I am sorry darling, i am normal. It just is the way, i find my way to fill my Sanity and Happiness.

As my hustle being a tutor, i was scared as heck!!!

The doubt of “Can i do this?” Exists on my mind. Because i am a drop out university for 3x, yes 3 times. You ain’t wrong to read this.

My other hustle as Script Translator. Goddamn!!! I never did it before. But i love movie. I love watching movie. Who does not, right? But i did it. And this is my last hustle, writer. I worked with a senior writer before. I love writing, but i never sure that my writing is great. Like this… i post on my blog to practice my writing skill. Actually, you can practice your writing in so many ways.

If i look back, dang!!! “I can do this, just do it.”

It’s like a mantra for myself. I use it now, religiously. Everytime the goddamn fella named “Doubt-Fear-Scare” shows up.

“How can you so sure, you are not gonna failed by saying -Just do it-?”

Inner voice. As i said before, i was scared as heck. My inner voices talks to me, your own inner voices talks to you. Listen to them. They speak softly to me, but my brain is trying to distract me with the failure. If i did not do it, i will never know the real answer. I will just gonna have assumption with those gang of Doubt-Fear-Scare, it turns out only become anxious that will wrap me as regret. So i have to do it. It gives me the answer of my curiosity.

So, i try to listen my inner voice and do it!

Most-of-the-time we never listen our inner voice. This is you should know, our inner voice is the most powerful that we have.

If you not believe it, just do it to yourself.

Have a nice day folks, and as always enjoy~~

–Dearmariana–